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I can't wait for prelims to be done and over with. 2nd July seems so far away. I miss Kathryn, even though she's back in Singapore, I'm under a restriction order from seeing her until my prelims are over. Haha I actually imposed the order on myself. And so many things I need to do...........like.......I don't know. Doesn't involve studying or feeling stupid.
Economics wasn't too bad, neither was it because I was prepared nor it was easy. But because I was breathing the same air as..................HAHAHAHAHA okay shut up Melissa, what's wrong with you Tsk.

So much for missing school, I wish it was the June holidays, when I spent like 99% of the month at Macs studying/trying to study. I think I've really fallen in love with Macs, yes I ate Macs every day too, all the fats hanging on me and the smell of oily fries (yummy) clinging onto my clothes and hair after I leave. But Macs is really gooood, I'm not really that sick of it, Haha. It became so routined, even seeing the same people every single day studying too. And I guess I found it conducive with my ipod plugged in, with the world shut out and being buried in my notes. (Whether or not I really absorbed anything, is....another story.) Anyway they played 'Nine in the afternoon' ALOT on the radio at Macs, I think I've grown to like that song too la. Haha did I mention I met Grace there one day at the very moment a maths question was killing me softly and slowly and after her RJ friend solved it for me ( WOAH 2-line answer you know) she left me a message on my foolscap. "Mathematics is Your Friend. - Gary Lee" hahahhahhahahahahahahahaha good old Gracie wacie. :D

You know how I'm wishing I had one more week to prepare for the prelims, just one more week pleaseeeeeeee,it's all I need. It's so stupid, I had four weeks and only on the last, I wished I had one more. ):

Yesterday I had an awesome night out with Jean, Annabelle, Sam, Siew and Aisyah. <3
We didn't get to watch Sex and the city cause lido was sold out on the 9pm show, damn I really hate friday nights in town. It's the only place people go?
Which brings me to my point of wanting to spend the next few years overseas studying, I just got to get out of this place, seriously. Not escaping from anything (I hope), but just, wanting some sort of major change in my life ya.
Okay, I'll worry about that some time later, prelims now.

Anyway Peekchas! :D

I love just totally being me and ultra crazy with them, being with the people who will never judge me and have no choice (haha) but to accept me, these have been the best times of my life <3
AND YES, my favourite girl Kathryn kee comes back today!

Anyway I saw a pretty girl in the bus, on the way to Town. I mean, yah I see pretty girls everywhere, but she was well, unusually pretty. Haha, probably mixed blood or something, she has the longest, thickest and blackest eyelashes I've ever seen and super good complexion, plus she looks cute/pretty/hot. I think I was unconsciously staring at her, and anyway she wears braces that adds bonus to being a cute sweetiez piezzz. I mean, even I was checking her out, can you imagine guys doing it with more drool and stop-and-really-stare kind of thing.And though I really don't get the whole superficiality rubbish, but let's face it, it's reality.
How very depressing.

Sometimes, Time really plays us like fools. When it's just not the time, it's just not. So when will we ever know when is right and wrong, when some time later, you realised that it just wasn't what you wanted, and it was just some phrase you were going through which turned out to be so wrong and I have to, unfortunately, admit now. Sometimes I really think maybe it was a great thing for Time to prove everything and what it really is/ has become. And for that matter, I'm like a house, vulnerable to all kinds of external factors that I try to let into my doors when I shouldn't have, but I never fall because I've been supported by so many pillars, every single one, a different characteristic of mine, a different friend etc. Old paint that coated me, and made me look like I was consumed by something so unhappy, it just flakes away with Time and welcomes new paint, like a new lease of life, as many new layers as I like as long as I choose to.
"Time is stuff that life is made of."
Remember how short my time is. Psalm 89:47

Find me in the evening when you're ready to dance
And I will take you to the places
where you never thought you'd have the chance to love
Love, Love is all we have
I will run myself in circles here without you

Please believe that I tried my best to forget you
But the memories keep flooding back like tears
I didn't mean to fall in love

But sitting here waiting for this is torture
I'm so glad you're far away
Is that a terrible thing to say?
Well, I wonder if you're okay.

This is a really good song, really soothing for the soul. (:

Days away to Prelims, I'm on full PANIC mode. 
I used to have superability to memorize and vomit out chunks and chunks of textbooks. Used to. My brain just isn't functioning well ever since JC life began. Must be my jaw-dropping shocking OLevel results that just resulted in brain deterioration. Must be.
So, now, die la.

I can't wait when this whole prelims is over, because I can't fit anything else in my mind capacity and if I try, it just disrupts everything that's heading the right way. SO, PATIENCE PATIENCE. ((: 

That aside, Kat's coming back on Saturday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! A pity she's back during my exam period, judging by the state of my exam preparations, I might not find time to even meet up with my favourite-st girl. ): I miss Kat so much, thank God for her she's really a blessing in my life, like this morning her text message woke me up, if not I would have slept on and missed Econs! <3 If we're both not married by the age of uh...30, I'll MARRY HER. <3